For a long while, this blog was where I came when I needed to rant and rave about my depression. I wouldn’t say that I’m depression free – it’s always lurking – but I feel a lot more in control and I may be taken off fluoxetine at the start of July. There are good days and bad days, but overall I’m a lot happier compared to when suicide seemed to be the only answer and self harm my only relief.
I feel that removing certain people from my life has helped me a lot. When I come into contact with those people, their poisonous influence can decrease my stability. Being away from certain teachers has helped me too, and when I move to a different school to complete my A Levels, a weight will be taken off my shoulders.
Some days I wonder if I still want Being Weirdly Awesome, I now post on average every one to two weeks and my stats are declining. Maybe the world only wants to hear about people’s pain and not their happiness.